I’ll be lounging on the couch, just chillen’ in my Snuggie…
Hi my loves,
I’m gonna come right out with it; today is my 9 year wedding anniversary. Not that I could ever forget, but, Facebook has been reminding me alllll this week. I didn’t sleep last night (despite Ambien), my mind racing with all the feels. Obviously one sleepless night doesn’t explain my almost 2 month hiatus from this blog of mine, but I deserve a free pass.
Going through the motions of you-take-this-but-I-want-that, hearing from someone what I’m entitled to, putting our dream home up for sale, missing my in-laws (Yes, I was blessed with incredible in-laws), having a divorce lawyer (regardless of how cute he may be), – it sucks. It blows. It’s dumb. It’s fucking stupid. I’ve read so many articles over the years claiming divorce is one of the most stressful processes a person can go through.
Yep. Psychologists were right. Starting over is scary. Swiping left and right got old REAL fast. I’m exhausted. My brain hurts. Sometimes I want to just sit in a ball on my blue couch stuffing my pie-hole with Cheez-Its, and not get up until it’s over.
Disclaimer- As I write this, there is a box of Cheez-Its within arm’s reach on my coffee table.
I’m grateful that tomorrow starts “conference season,” and the next 6-7 weeks are booked with speaking engagements and traveling. It’s a much needed distraction from my reeling mind. It helps that I’ve found something I’m passionate about, and that still allows me to make my mark in the medical world.
March 2-3 Patients As Partners
March 20-21 eXl Patient Adherence & Access Summit KEYNOTE SPEAKER!! BOOOOOOYAH!
April 4 Ilex Health 2017
April 19-21 Eyeforpharma Philadelphia 2017
April 22-23 MedX ED 2017
There are a few other events in the works, but nothing set in stone just yet. And I’m haphazardly working on my book.. we’ll see how that goes.
I do have a few updates medical-wise, but that’s a story for another day.
Oh, by the way, that box of Cheez-Its within arm’s reach?
Love you all